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It was his words that opened a new world to me. Also I was confused and didn’t know what feelings I had for girls. So I put up the courage to tell him that I had fantasies of a guy’s body too. We chatted online for quite a while, assuming each other being straight, until one day, he kind of indicated that he liked both boys and girls. One of those friends was “Aussiefella”, a 40ish guy from Australia. I found the famous instant messaging application ICQ, and started talking to people worldwide. Most of those pictures were Caucasians, and I guess that was one of the reasons I like Caucasians.

When I was introduced to the Internet, I couldn’t resist going online and browsing hot men’s pictures. Over the years, even though I knew I had an interest in boys’ bodies, but I never thought I was gay until I was in the early twenties.

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he had to take off one piece of the clothes… He was the first one who got naked and asked me if I could touch his penis, and in return he would do mine… And I showed him how to jerk off, which I learned all by myself… I said why not, but he explained to me there would be punishments on the one who lost, i.e. When we were taking a break, he asked if I wanted to play a Rock Paper Scissors ( Wikipedia) game. We were working on our homework together at his home. My first sexual encounter was with another boy in Middle School, which was all out of curiosity, but neither of us had any idea of what homosexuality was. I yelled and stopped them, but deep in my mind, I was going to say “OK, go ahead…” When we were watching the movie, my two friends pushed me on the floor, and tried to grab my private part. That was the first time I learned what sexual intercourse was like.

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We were all stunned to find out it was a porn movie (straight though :-)). Out of curiosity, he put it in the VHS player and we started watching. One day, when we were at his home, he found a tape which his parents were hiding.

One of them was from a well-to-do family, and they had all kinds of fancy stuffs like a VHS player. So I tried to apply it on me a few times before I realized it was a lie… Ever since then, I started growing a fantasy of adult male bodies.Īfter a year or so, I was so happy to find out that I finally looked like other boys my age. One of my friends told me that ginger juice could help to grow hair. I hated my baby look and dreamed of having those bushy pubes on my own body. If you are curious about what it looked like, there’s a great movie named “Shower ( Imdb)” about it. I remember seeing in a public bath house, boys of my age and even some younger ones all got those bushy pubic hairs, while I was still smooth like a baby… In 1980s, most Chinese people had to use public bath houses. In this post, I will use myself as an example to show you the limited things I know about. Homosexuality in China is a very very big subject, and it is impossible to cover everything in a single blog entry. Many of my friends asked me what gay life in China is like.